Anxiety... it's real

It's my last semester of college and let me tell you, it's hard. So many things are changing and it's all happening so fast that I can barely comprehend what's going on. I am so sleep deprived that my body is literally freaking out. I've also been ridiculously sick this semester. They couldn't find anything wrong with me for nearly two months (probably over two months actually). They did an EGD and colonoscopy about two weeks ago and found my stomach lining was inflamed, but that's it. They said all the other symptoms were in my head. BS. They also told me every time I went to the doc that my heart rate was high and my blood pressure was low. There was other times where I had a high heart rate and low blood pressure, so I know it wasn't just because I was at the doctor. They told me that when I was under anesthesia that my heart rate wouldn't stay regular, and would jump high and low randomly. They think I have some sort of autonomic dysfunction, but they can't be sure. They would have to run more tests, and then they probably wouldn't even find anything. I don't think it's worth it. But when I was talking to my best friend on the phone earlier today, she suggested that all my symptoms could be related to stress and anxiety, and those moments of fast heart rate and my body feeling numb could actually be anxiety or borderline panic attacks. And I can see that as totally plausible. So now, as I enter the last 39 days of my college education, I have to lean on God completely because I don't think my body can handle this ending stress. And everyone around me keeps adding to it because they keep asking what are my plans ect after graduation.... I wish people could see the storm inside of my body and mind and accept that I need love and support. I need people to be de-stressors for me, and not add to my stress.